Something new?

This weekend was beautiful, the weather was beyond perfection. I love summer, and heat, and the sun shining brightly. So a recap of my weekend:

On friday I was hanging with one of my friends and at night we went to her boo's house to just hang out. Long story short we watched tv and he got drunk, and I was so bored after a while that I decided to just get drunk. Anyway one of his friends was over and me and him ened up being the last two awake. So we stayed up until like almost 7 just talking to eachother and flirting like crazy. And I think that I really like him now. He has a really nice personality and we mesh well lol. But there are two problems: 1. he slept with one of my friends before and 2. he just got back with his ex girl. UGH! I was so upset when I found this out. And I've been thinking about him since friday night. And i was actually gonna go out on a limb with him and ask him out instead of waiting to see if he asks me out. This whole situation just sucks.

But even after that I had to think, what can I offer this boy? I don't want a relationship and I still talk to my ex. I'm not sure if I actually want to talk to other ppl or not. So would it have been selfish of me to even attempt to talk to him? Idk what I want but I know that I can't stop thinking about him and its getting annoying.

On saturday I went to NYC with my fam and met with my cousin and some of her friends from Philly. They were really cool and I enjoyed finally getting to meet some of her friends from school . So they all were getting tatts when we were in NYC. It was kinda fun because I never saw anyone get tatt b4, so it was interesting to watch. After that we just basically walked around. I LOVE walking in ny. I could just walk around there all day, if the weather was nice and I would never get bored. So obviously I was a little upset when everyone was ready to leave. But still it was a fun trip.

On sunday I wen to Keansburg with Reese and Tiff. I had alot of fun. And I think I got a tan. I love when I get tanned because my skin looks so beautiful and glowy. We just basically rode a bunch of rides and drunk lots of water, the heat was a killer. Overrall it was a good time.

Now I'm back to my regularly scheduled life lol. 2 more weeks of school left. Lets hope it flys by quickly.

Happy Earth Day!!

So today is Earth Day. And I believe that it is more important now than ever. I think that reality is finally starting to hit people and they are realizing how much we have destroyed the Earth so far. And being that I'm a biology major[I love animals and the environment period] I feel very appreciative about all the people who are trying to make a difference. We all can help with preserving the Earth in many different ways. So do some research or join a cause because every little thing helps, no matter how small.

Unfortunately, as I was coming to school today I noticed that they cut down about 4 or 5 trees right in front of the school. I have no idea why they cut them down, but I'm assuming that they are putting new ones up. If not then that is just so disgraceful. How dare they, on Earth Day, kill 4 trees? Thats crazy. I was so upset when I saw this. By the time I get out of school there better be 4 new, fully bloomed trees out there.

Lost without you.

Wow! Its been a while since I've posted anything. I guess I just didn't really have much to talk about. I don't really have much to talk about now either but I figured I would wing it lol.

So I rearranged my room and I got a new bed[my bunk bed is finally gone lol]. Its gonna take me a while to adjust to not sleeping on a bunk bed, but I'll be fine. My room finally feels like it is MY ROOM. Sooner or later I will get it painted, get a new rug, and a new bedspread. The spread I want is like aqua and white, so I'm gonna get an aqua rug, idk what color to do the walls tho because I don't really want to do them white...well I still have time to think about it.

Surprisingly, my [love] visited me twice this week. I usually only see him like once a week or every 2 weeks. It was a good surprise and I really enjoyed his company. Our [relationship] seems to be going very well. Its funny how not being in a relationship makes us better. But I'll do whatever it takes to make us work. I'm really happy right now and I'm sure he is too. Its less drama and less of a hassle than being fully committed and in a real relationship.

I went to my friend's son birthday party on Saturday. He was turning two. Unfortunately the party was in a park that was full of mud so I got pretty dirty. My nephew kept stepping all over me. I think my jeans were brown by the time we left. Its funny because I was more dirty than anybody and I was basically the only person there without a child.

Well thats about it. I don't really have much else to talk about. I gotta try to start posting more. I don't want my blog to feel neglected or get abandoned lol.

The Turn

Surprisingly I have actually made more progress on my transformation of me. I am actually working more and studying more in school, and I finally began to make some progress on my research paper for my English class [I still hate the class and can't really stand the professor]. I am doing a lot better in my math class then I was at the beginning of the semester. I think I was just rusty because I hadn't taken math in so long. And I am happy to report that I got an A+ on both my psychology paper and test lol. I'm feeling really proud of myself right now.

Most importantly though, I have started to work on myself physically. I started working out yesterday. Just doing basic ab workouts and working on my legs. I've been saying that I was going to start working out but I procrastinated with it so much. Yesterday I just sucked it all up, put on some good music, and started working out lol. It was very invigorating and I was in a really good mood after it. My goal is to just tone up my stomach and legs, hopefully they will be looking good by the summertime. I need to have a good beach bod lol.

Honestly just by taking these small steps I feel a lot better about myself. And having a nice day like today always puts me in a good mood too. I can't wait until the summer, non-stop sun and fun lol.

Time for a change

As you noticed I changed the template and colors of my blog. It was way too much white space. I like it a whole lot better now. So maybe I can claim this as step one in my process of changing my life lol.