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This weekend was beautiful, the weather was beyond perfection. I love summer, and heat, and the sun shining brightly. So a recap of my weekend:

On friday I was hanging with one of my friends and at night we went to her boo's house to just hang out. Long story short we watched tv and he got drunk, and I was so bored after a while that I decided to just get drunk. Anyway one of his friends was over and me and him ened up being the last two awake. So we stayed up until like almost 7 just talking to eachother and flirting like crazy. And I think that I really like him now. He has a really nice personality and we mesh well lol. But there are two problems: 1. he slept with one of my friends before and 2. he just got back with his ex girl. UGH! I was so upset when I found this out. And I've been thinking about him since friday night. And i was actually gonna go out on a limb with him and ask him out instead of waiting to see if he asks me out. This whole situation just sucks.

But even after that I had to think, what can I offer this boy? I don't want a relationship and I still talk to my ex. I'm not sure if I actually want to talk to other ppl or not. So would it have been selfish of me to even attempt to talk to him? Idk what I want but I know that I can't stop thinking about him and its getting annoying.

On saturday I went to NYC with my fam and met with my cousin and some of her friends from Philly. They were really cool and I enjoyed finally getting to meet some of her friends from school . So they all were getting tatts when we were in NYC. It was kinda fun because I never saw anyone get tatt b4, so it was interesting to watch. After that we just basically walked around. I LOVE walking in ny. I could just walk around there all day, if the weather was nice and I would never get bored. So obviously I was a little upset when everyone was ready to leave. But still it was a fun trip.

On sunday I wen to Keansburg with Reese and Tiff. I had alot of fun. And I think I got a tan. I love when I get tanned because my skin looks so beautiful and glowy. We just basically rode a bunch of rides and drunk lots of water, the heat was a killer. Overrall it was a good time.

Now I'm back to my regularly scheduled life lol. 2 more weeks of school left. Lets hope it flys by quickly.