I change like the seasons

So I haven't been on my blog in ages, but as soon as I came back to it I realized that I had to change everything about it. It's actually quite sad though. As soon as I saw the word love on my blog I thought "Oh no that has to go." So much has changed since the last time I posted. My feelings are completely different now towards love, relationships, and men in general. I don't have the same mentality that I did earlier this year. I think I've become pessimistic about it all or maybe just tired of it. My feelings now are that I am too young to worry about it and I should just worry about living my life and doing whats good for me. I just want to make my life worth living[that's my motto now] So I decided to put me and my life first and then love last, if it comes it comes if it doesn't oh well, I'll still be alive.